A couple of days ago, I referenced a MarsHill Seattle sermon in a conversation with a pastor buddy of mine. He asked, “is that the only church you follow?” Apparently, to my buddy, I mention MH and reference Driscoll a lot. When my buddy asked me that question, the thought came, I think via the Holy Spirit, to type for a few minutes about the media I consume on a regular basis. A couple days later a kid at our church posted a comment on a MH link that I posted on FaceBook suggesting the same idea that my pastor buddy asked.
I feel like I need to respond to this, so here goes. The way I want to do this is by answering a couple of journalistic questions and hopefully not be belligerent in the process. I’ve made a lot of friends across a lot of lines and territories as God has led us in ministry. Some of my best friends, I respectfully disagree on a lot of things. The main thing truly is Jesus and, as Alistair Begg says, “Our job is to make the main things the plain things and the plain things the main things.” At the end, I will provide a long list of websites that I visit for media on a weekly and sometimes daily basis.
Question 1 | ”Who do you follow?” (Is that the only church you follow?)
I would answer that in this way: I am following Jesus with all that I have; heart, mind, soul, body, passions, resources, actions, and temperament. In areas of weakness, I want to be stronger. In areas of doubt, I want clarity.
When I was 6 years old, I sat up at night with my brother and my cousin and I tried to open the scriptures to these guys, who were 2 and 3 years younger than me, and explain what the Bible was saying. At 31, the best I understand the goal of preaching, it’s still that: Unpack (or explain, exegete) what the Bible, God’s word, is saying. I have had bits and pieces of Bible college. I only have an associates degree and personally, I carry a lot of shame for that (may God help me accurately place the accolade where it belongs, namely, on Him!).
At 14, 15, 16, 19, 20, 21, etc. years of age, I have attempted in some capacity to take the Bible and explain what it means to whoever God has set in front of me that will listen. Sometimes it has been very small crowds, sometimes the crowds were so big I could not see from the stage where the room ended; but the constant has been open the Book, say what it says.
Because I’ve had a passion for Biblical education, more than that, to know God’s words and God’s mind on multi-various things, I’ve sought out those who it seems that are trying to do the same thing and are doing it with excellence. I’ll have to admit, I stumbled upon the very first Bible teacher that I ever began listening too.
I was 19 years old working as a janitor at a factory. I had a 10 minute break at 8a, 10a, and a 30 minute break at 12:30p for lunch. One morning during the 8am break, I turned on the radio and was flipping through the stations when I heard a man with an interesting accent preaching an expository sermon from the gospel of Luke. I didn’t have a clue what an expository sermon even was at the time, but something about the Bible being opened appealed so greatly to me! The man was alive, impassioned, and on fire with the unction of the Holy Spirit yet he was preaching an intelligible, carefully thought out sermon. In 19 years of life growing up in a small Pentecostal church, what I got out of the preaching week after week was, as honestly and as humbly as I know how to be, very frustrating. Men in the pulpit would proof-text time and time again and it seemed as if they were intentionally trying to set passages of scripture at odds with each other. What complicated matters even more for me then, a young believer at 16, 17, 18, and 19, where the Bible spoke out on matters, they would not speak out. It seemed more like these guys were taking a poll of the room, giving rank to individuals along the way, and then forming a conclusion on where they thought they needed to be to sustain employment. Those are very harsh words, but they are true of my experience growing up. I mean no disrespect upon the men who attempted to labor in the pulpit and maybe that in and of itself is one of the driving factors in me: I do not want to be a preacher who doesn’t preach the Bible by preaching the Bible.
Question 2 | This segways into the next question: “Why do I listen to so much preaching and Bible teaching?”
I fell in love with my high school sweet heart at 18, married by 21, and our first child by 22. For the little ladies in the back doing the math, as they say, we were married for 7 months when my wife Alexis became pregnant with our son Jayden! We began serving on staff 468 miles from our hometown at 23, in Bible college for a semester at 24, back to Alabama in the shipping department and volunteering at a church by 25, and then our adventure in the UMC began Fall that same year (05′-10′). I served 5 different UMC’s in 5 years. One of those was a 2 1/2 year engagement as Youth Pastor while I simultaneously served the last year of that stint as the Pulpit Supply Pastor at a smaller UMC. From there I was a Youth Director and then the Youth and Worship Pastor at 2 different churches. What a ride! We have lived in 4 different states in 10 years of ministry, one of those states on two different occasions. My wife still loves me, and boy do I love her!!! Our two boys love us and respect us and our youngest son meets me at the door with hugs!
So do I still need to tell you why I listen to so much preaching and Bible teaching? I lost my breath just writing that last bit! There have been a lot of things that I have had to unlearn. I grew up in a very rigid environment. If you stubbed your toe and expressed pain, somehow that meant you lost your salvation! If you did anything wrong, it somehow meant that God was unhappy with you and Jesus was no longer your Savior. I never got that; still don’t. It’s just not in the Book.
It hit me at 19 reading and studying through 1 Corinthians: “If I can earn or add anything to my salvation, or my justification, then Jesus was the biggest waste of time and the greatest waste of the most precious resource in all of history! (I say “resource” in the respect that God the Trinity gave God.)
Interestingly enough, the same year I began trekking with a Bible expositor was the same year I learn that Christ’s atoning work on the cross can never be matched and should never be compared to the wretchedness that I have to offer. The hymn writer puts it this way (and I learned this from Begg): “Because the sinless Savior died, my guilty soul is counted free, for God the Just is satisfied to look on Him and pardon me!” Amen! Yes! It’s all about Jesus!
Fast forward to 2004 was the first year that I was able to attend The Basic’s, a conference for Pastor’s at Parkside Church, where Alistair is the Pastor for Preaching. Albert Mohler and Sinclair Ferguson were there. I thought my head was going to explode with all that these men were pouring out; I surely did not retain near what I would’ve liked too. I took notes as fast as I could type on my 3 times handed down laptop pc, but the moments were so special! There was in the preaching and in the singing of the 600+ men assembled a sort of Holy reverence that I had not yet experienced in all my years as a pentecostal. God was Soverign and Jesus is to be in awe of, loved, honored, and followed is what those moments impressed most upon my heart.
I listen on average to somewhere in the neighborhood of 7 to 12 hours a week of preaching and Bible teaching. I listen to unlearn. I listen, track back, and re-listen. I listen to learn. I listen to see how the preacher made it from point “a” to point “b” in the text. I’ll turn off a preacher when he preaches an idea rather than what the text in front of him is saying.
Here’s the long list in chronological order of when I stumbled upon Alistair that morning in 1999:
Alistair Begg
John McArthur
Chipp Ingram
Ron Hutchcraft
John Piper
Mark Driscoll
Matt Chandler
Francis Chan
Mark Dever
C.J. Mahaney
R.C. Sproul
and lately, Rick Warren
I would have to add that through Begg’s ministry, I have been encouraged to read the most. Here are some of the men I have read:
D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones, Preaching and Preachers
Charles Haddon Spurgeon, “Lectures to my Students”
Ministry network sites that I visit often are:
The Resurgence
Acts 29
The Gospel Coalition
Together for the Gospel
Conclusion |
The way I’d like to end this is really simple. If you’re a young guy feeling the Holy Spirit press a call on you for ministry, particularly to preach His words, then listen and learn all you can. I’ve heard Alistair along with several other men say that a college degree is not a pre-requisite for the pulpit. But at the same time, they would all agree that God’s words have been delivered to us via a Book and the Book is to be studied diligently with your knee’s on the ground tenderly awaiting the aid of the Holy Spirit to give wisdom for understanding. Lastly and as a warning, God’s Words are not to be trifled with. James tells us that those who teach will be held to a higher accountability than those who do not.


